Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Sono triste

The program is about to end and I'm really upset. The other day they gave us a list of 10 or so things that we can all expect to happen to use when we get back to the U.S. And none of them are so desirable. I think the most depressing was the one that said something to the effect of: soon this will all be a distant memory. It will be another page in your scrap book. How sad. I started tearing up. Ever since yesterday I've been in a shitty mood. People are pissing me off, but its more than that. It has to do partly with others, but mostly with me. I think I may just be so upset over leaving that I'm not allowing myself to have fun. Meh.


So, as to an update of the stuff that has happened since the last time I posted. So, I wrote all those damn papers and turned them in. That weekend when I was writing papers everyone else went out a partied and they were all like, "wow, that was the best weekend of my life!" Thanks guys. Anyways, but I was planning on going to the Almalfi coast that weekend. Well, things went a bit differently:

So on Friday morning (we have no classes on Friday) we wake up way too early (I had only 2 hours of sleep) and get on a train to Naples. At Naples we go to get some really bomb pizza and then we got on a train to Sorrento. When we get there it is already like 3 or 4 p.m. So if we were to go all the way down to Almalfi we wouldn't be getting in until late. So we just decided to stick around. All the while I'm nervous about my papers and what not. We were supposed to spend the night, then go to Pompeii with my friends'
class the next day, and then head home that night. Instead one of my friends and I decided we wanted to head home to Rome, while the others stayed there--she didn't want to have to spend the money on a hotel in Sorrento, and I really just needed to get home and write my papers and decided I didn't want to go to Pompeii again. So, at like 8p.m. we get to the train station. We barely miss a train and then have to wait around for an extra 40 minutes or so for the next one, so we catch that and get into Naples. By now it's like 10p.m. I could have sworn that when I checked earlier that day there was a train going out at like 10:30...but that turned out to be not at all true. Instead it had left at like 9:45 (if only we had made that first train!) So we are stranded in Naples--like the mafia capital of the world and have no idea what to do. We split up--she talks to the police and I talk to a taxi driver. Between the two we find out that the next train to leave to Rome anywhere nearby is out of a city up north. The taxi driver tells me that the next train to leave to Rome from that place is at 11 someodd at night. All the while I'm counting my lucky stars cos my friend knows Italian a lot better than I do, and so it was all slightly less stressful. So we catch the first train there. We run out of the train when we get there, thinking that we are about to catch the next train--jokes on us. The taxi driver was just trying to convince us to take his taxi and so told us a completely fabricated time. So, now we are stranded in a place perhaps even worse than Naples. And the next train doesn't come until 2:40 in the morning. Naples was crowded--people all around. People make me feel safe. This place was a small little nowhere town (however, my guidebook informed my that the inside of some building there was used as the imperial palace of Queen Ama-whatever in Star Wars). We decide to check out the town, no a lot is there. But thankfully we find a small bar (as in coffe bar) which is open and we order a pizza. However, they are closing and kick us out only about 30 minutes later. So we head back to the train station, which just about is the only thing open at the time. We sit around and play dumb games, read, and talk. The people around us are few, and those that are there don't appear to be mentally stable. People are talking to themselves, others push around strange carts back and forth, another bobs his head around and mumbles under his breath, and around 1-someodd a full on fight brought out between two people. We were a wee-bit uncomfortable. So, eventually we get on the train--get to sleep for maybe like an hour. By now I have only had 3 hours of sleep of the time period of about 42 hours or so. Needless to say, I was grumpy and had the hardest time staying awake--even as I was standing. Forunatelly, I wake up and only nod in and out every few minutes, so we are able to find our stop. We get off--it is now 5 in the morning. My friend says the Metro opens at this time so we head there. Turns out it doesn't open until 5:30. But hell, on a night like this, what is another 30 minutes? So we eventually get on the metro, have to transfer at termini, and then get to our places. It is now 6 in the morning. At about 6:02 I pass out and don't wake up for a very very long time. Even though this experience was pretty shitty, it still didn't even bother me that much. It was a strange adventure to be sure, but ultimately it wasn't that bad.

Some pictures from Sorrento (click to enlarge):
Besides all that, not much has been happening around here. I did however go to another calcio game the other day, Roma v. Torino. And we won. Joy! I'm stressed out over finals and whatnot, but I'm trying to not let it bug me too much. But obviously it is. I feel like I haven't accomplished most of what I wanted to coming here. I wish I had traveled more and just gotten to know Rome and Italy more intimately, but I supposed I have the rest of my life to do such things.




Thursday, April 17, 2008

new haircut

here are pics of the new haircut i got on tuesday.

can you tell that i'm avoiding writing my papers?

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

yet another quick update

so, I've been monumentally stressed out with three papers due next week, one on Monday, one on Tuesday, and one on Wednesday. I don't know how I will finish (or even start) any of these. They are all supposed to be 10 pages long. Right now I have 2 pages on one, 5 on another, and 0 on the last one. Pretty much I'm screwed.

Yet, despite all of this, I will be going to the Almalfi coast this weekend...thus, I think I may just decide to take one of my classes pass/no pass. I just feel like since I'm here I should take advantage of it all. And I especially feel this way cos it's all about to end. And I really didn't live it up enough before now.

My travel plans this summer are set...Emily and I booked it all: Prague to Greece to Venice to Barcelona to Lisbon to Budapest to Dubrovnik (Croatia) to Split to Vienna and then home. It's gonna be crazy.

Lastly, I got my hair cut today. I have bangs...it's a bit crazy. I'll post pictures eventually. I don't really know how much I like it (esp since after they blow dry it I'm always sure it will never look the same way again since I put absolutely no effort into my hair) but before I got here I decided no regrets, so I'm pleased with myself. Oh, and we also went out to an authentic Roman pizza place tonight with an Italian boy we met in our Italian class (they have Italian students from the University come in and we talk with them half the time in Italian and half the time in English), and that was a lot of fun. He taught me all the fun swear words, so I'm looking forward to busting some of those out. Alright, I think that is it and I most likely will not be posting again until my papers are in.

S

Friday, April 11, 2008

I'm gonna miss it here



So, I have less than a month left here and it's really depressing. This has been such an amazing experience and I don't want it to end. I don't want to leave Italy. And I don't want to have to go back to the US and adjust to my old life. I just want to keep my current life going. I'm so serious about coming back here later in life to actually live. There are things I love and things I hate in both the US and in Italy, but Italy has less things I dislike and more things I love. I feel so happy here and I feel like it's just a nice fit. Maybe I credit the country too much, maybe just the people I know here make the experience even better. Tut even though I'm sure they are part of the reason I'm so happy here, I still know that I love Italy itself. Meh.

So, we are reaching the end and have realized how little we have actually done. Like yea, I've been to some amazing countries, but I haven't done much in Italy. I've seen all the major tourist hot
spots, but I wanna know here more intimately than that. We have had some amazing times here--like Carnivale in Venice, but I still feel like I haven't gotten as much out of this experience as I could have. Maybe I just want everything. Cos I really have gotten a lot out of all of this, but I want more. I'm so selfish. Well, yesterday we went to Tivoli cos my later class was canceled. We could have spent two days there, but instead only spend like 4 or 5 hours. So he had to decide one thing to do--so we chose Hadrian's Villa. It was so beautiful. I wish we had walked around the town more. And I'm so bummed I didn't take any pictures of the town, cos it is really pretty. Man, I'm gonna miss how easy it is to find beauty here. I mean, I miss the beauty of Santa Cruz too. I miss the beaches and the redwoods, but the beauty here is different....it's not just trees and beaches, it is also the buildings and what not. Obviously, Italy is an older country than the US and so buildings and what not are older, and that's a large part of its major appeal. Little towns still live in many ways, the same as they did centuries ago. Each region of Italy has its own dialect that is totally incomprehensible to all other regions. How cool is that? Like, in Italian andiamo is "let's go", in Rome (Lazio region) it's "namo", and we learned two others yesterday, but I have forgotten. But they were so completely different. It is gonna be so hard when I don't get to live in a place so rich in culture and without this kind of beauty so often.

Well, here are some pictures from by favorite part of the villa in Tivoli:




-Sarah

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

pictures uploaded

so, i just spent too many hours uploading pictures of all the stuff that happened between the first break and the second. i also uploaded the first two days of egypt, and will do the rest in a couple of days.